The feelings of the moment in the past!

We just got back from movie theater. We watched New Moon. I loved it! I know it's silly... being 26 and liking the romantic story that teenagers love, but who is to say that we can't enjoy it. To be honest the story reminds me us, me and Gev. It's possible... I mean what you read in books is possible in life. In fact, I think, a lot of books come from real life stories! The feelings are real and sometimes we want more than we have, but it's because we forget those 1st days, those moments when nothing could stop us from seeing each other, the pain when we had to be separated to go home, the pain when we had to be separated when he left for a long time and we didn't know if we ever going to be together because we were so young and so much was out of our control, and the days when we spoke on the phone and every breath we heard was giving us the adrenalin rush... So the point is the story in these series of books and movies reminds us about our own story! It's so great! In fact, I'm so happy I have my dear diary I kept writing since grade 6 because, I can sit down and open a page in one of my numerous old notebooks and just fly back to the moment in the past! You can't believe how vivid a memory becomes when you reminded even by one sentence...it covers you like a huge ocean tide with the movie-like scene and, in addition to it, the real feelings, the exact feeling of the moment in the past!

"Ask and you shall receive"

Ti continue from the last posting abour H1N1 clinic. I applied and got a phone call next day. I talked to HR worker and she explained everything to me and I agreed since I don't have to be vaccinated and hours are very flexible, and not to mention the experience... It'll be great! Gev was very cautious he didn't want me to do it to the safety reasons, but we both realize it could open more doors for me. I just came from my night shift and I'm soooo happy to have my days off. BUT I'm so tired from being there...I just don't think it's for me even though all my pts saying that I'm a great nurse. I just don't enjoy this work... too much stress, not enough time to spend with pt and even to study at work. I find I don't have a minute to look up a new thing...that's really pisses me off. I can't find time at home and you don't always remember at home what you wanted to look up 10 hours ago. I do feel that I'm getting better I know more than I think I know. Anyway, I'm happy to have an opportunity to do something different...so I might start on Mon...yeeeey

Back home and a nice get together w girlfriends!!!

Again a quicky since I have to get to sleep..tmrow is my 1st shift since my 10 days off in paradise. So we are back home all energized with sun in Florida. We got back yesterday and today A was coming to town. So me C and A met up in downtown and had such a wonderful day. We had lots to talk about...so we never stopped for our 4 hours we had; and it was still not enough. A was telling was about her experience in postpartum unit with moms and newborns...she loves it. Oh...it reminded of my clinical in there...it's such a great feeling to be part of bringing a life to our world. I wish I could try that floor. On that note...I just applied for a H1n1 flu clinic in Public Health. We'll seee...

I have to goooo...need a good snooze before busy days at work.

Paradise

I'm blogging from a paradise ...my hubby surprised me on my birthday with a trip to Florida, Fort Myers. Ooooh I was jumping, screaming, and yellng from happiness when he told me. I was working my last 2 nights, I was coming home on Fri morning, then we had my Bparty and next morning at 6am we left. I didn't sleep for 3 nights, but I gotta tell u it's worth it. Now we're here and enjoying every minute of it!!! It's our 5th day here and we have 1 more day. It's 0913am and we're soon leaving to Miami Beach, Gev really wants to see it...and of course me toooooo!!! Anyway, a quicky abpout our place here....our condo on 11th floor right on the Bonita Beach, we see and hear the ocean from our balcony, which goes acros the whole condo, so I can get out on the balcony from our bedroom or living room. We collected millions of shell of all kinds...and needless to say I had a blast when I saw how many shell are here. I have to go....I 'll try to continue tonight ot tmrw. Looooooooooooooooove it here!!!