So ...I don't know where to start and how much I should write about my consolidation here. Overall, it's going well. I'm learning a lot, but I've got to say there are still millions many things I 'm still confused about. And of course, I, being so diligent and checking everything 500 times, take too long...so I end up running late for my assessments, pills, & brakes. Yesterday and today I had full load, 4 pts. Yesterday I was very frustrated, my whole day was disorganized, we were late for breaks all the time. I was getting very upset with different things. On those days, I usually become so pessimistic when i come home...I start to think that it's too much for me to handle, I can't do that, I don't know when I'll be able to deal with all that. However, I tried to think through how could I improve next day, today. I can say I'm happier with my work today. I was still very busy with all my pts. Among 3 diabetic pts out 4, I did discharge and admission, not quite by myself, but I still did the assessment. I drew blood, I never thougt I'd actually like to draw blood. I keep surprising myself.
Anyway, overall I'm thinking of staying on that floor. I know it'll be hard, it'll take time and my patience before I get more comfortable. At the moment I'm just happy that I'm half through and that I'll have a great break and I'm definitely going back to Russia this summer, no matter what!!!! I wonder where will I be next year at this time :) ???? I do have a few predictions, but I'll keep them to myself for now :)!!!
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