Thursday, December 10, 2009

Going through rough time...BUT I HOPE for the best!

First of all. I didn't get a job at Public health for vaccination clinic because it's not busy anymore and they start terminating people. I'm ok with that.
Then we had an amazing news with my hubby...baby. I don't want to write all the details, but I discovered that I\m pregnant fairly early, the end of 2nd week. It's now 3 weeks. BUT the night before yesterday, I was at work, doing my night shift, from 0730pm. At around 11 i went BR and saw that I was bleeding. I still am, moderately. We don't know anything yet because nobody called yet about my blood results and my ultrasound is tmrow morning. I\m ready for any news, but I hope for the best!
It's 11th of Dec. I had u/s today and it showed that there's no pregnancy...very sad. I had hard time yesterday night, but G was the best friend to me yesterday, not that he is not, but yesterday he helped me so much! That's why today I was stronger and was able to talk to my parents. Every time I was thinking about my parents and Gaiana with her kids, I was balling...it was so hard. I received pictures from Gaiana the night I had bleeding...all these days I kept the pictures near by to look at them and get the support i needed. They helped me so much!!!

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